Forever Yours.

Y'know it's starting to hurt so badly I feel like giving up already. It's like....., I can't seem to make this thing better no matter how hard I've tried. I feel helpless now, Very Helpless actually. )': But I'll be holding on No. Matter. What..................



I don't know what's Benny up to cuz Cookie forgot to reply to his messages no thanks to the Exams, Jake's gone on his usual MIA routine again, and apparently K is getting busy w his new girl and the very important big Os I hope he's studying instead of smoking his life away at lan (wth) Tmd your dearest Q here feels like killing herself do you know do you know do you(!) no you don't bother anymore...Like all of a sudden I have no one to whine to No one to tell me what to do and what not to do No one to scream at No one to remind me that I still owe them plenty of meet up aka dates No one to call me a fucker in my face though this sounds absurd but no one else can do that like how you always do......, this feels rather sad Oh Fuck insecurities. Seriously. Need a getaway, a getaway quick before I start slitting my wrist HA.

/Rant.
Tyvm for reading plz give me a hug if you see me :-( lol.


On a happier note (like wow?!), Daddy agreed to get me a new digicam after I asked if he still loves me hehehe. It went like.. "Daddy you love me?" He nodded. "Get me a digicam k thanks I luv you very much also!" And then that left him stoning for the next 10 seconds lol What a scam right, got away with it anyway HAHA. Not that my Daddy's dumb, but I've always been good at that (if the target's him, not anyone else lol). Or maybe not. He'd prolly thought that I deserved it. (H) Life's good with him, makes the world a much, much better place to live in really. Heeeeh sweet, Another reason for me not to slit my wrist HA.

Ps. Anyhow, Daddy FTW(!!!!!!!). XO

Pps. Wlao didn't know I can be such a sucker for such corny songs.... Brr.

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